It's Life.

The Future's Not Ours To See

2011-09-20T20:08:00.002+08:00

It is so true as stated in Doris Day's song "Que Sera Sera" that the future's not ours to see. We are human, we are not the creator. But seriously, I have no idea how to express my feelings here. I'm not perfect, there are still a lot of things to be improved on me.

Now when heart say no to this, then suddenly this thing come over me. When my heart say yes to that, that thing suddenly becoming very hard to get. I'm sorry I couldn't tell what is 'that' and what is 'this'. They are just the things that I have to solve, myself. It's my feelings.

Only if you can understand what my deep heart says, I'll be relieved. But I'm not sure if you do.

Thanks to this one person who advised me to talk to the God, as in pray to God, and tell Him every problem we have. Seek His guidance, and in times problems will be solved. He knows better than us.

But my Lord, help me to ease everything I face, every problem I go through in my life. I'm weak, thus give me strength in Iman. For you are the most Powerful, the most Benevolent, the most Merciful.

Prayers, Your Life Your Choice.

2011-09-07T21:31:00.000+08:00

Life is always about choices. Ever since the start of our day till the end, we are obliged to choices. But we should have realised which is which, the good and bad, the right and the wrong. Which comes first, who should we put priority on, choices that we have to make. When the Azaan has called, nothing else that more important than performing our prayer.

The Prophet said in this regard: ” The first thing that will be judged among a person’s deeds on the Day of Resurrection is the prayer. If that is in good order, he will pass the test and prosper, and it that is defective, he will fail the test and will be a loser.(Tirmidhi)

Abdullah bin Amr bin al-As said that the Prophet mentioned prayer one day saying: “If anyone keeps to it, it will be a light,evidence, and salvation for him on the Day of Resurrection; but if anyone does not keep to it, it will not be for him light,evidence, or salvation; and on the Day of Resurrection,he will be associated with Qarun, Pharaoh, Haman, and Ubayy bin Khalaf(a great enemy of Islam from among the Quraish). (Ahmed,Darimi,and Baihaqi)

‘Umar ibn al-Khattab reported that a man asked the Prophet: “Messenger of Allah, what action is dearest to Allah Most High?” The Prophet said,” Prayer at its proper time.The one who does not pray has no religion. Prayer is the main pillar of the religion.”

After Umar had been stabbed, it was said to him,”As-salat, ya amir al-mumineen(The prayer, leader of the believers)!” He said,”Yes,truly! If anyone misses prayer, he has no share in Islam,” and thereupon he prayed while his wounds were bleeding.

When Ali was asked about a woman who did not pray, he replied,”The one who does not pray is an unbeliever.” Ibn Mas’ood said that the one who does not pray has no religion, and Ibn Abbas said,”The one who leaves off a single prayer will find,when he meets Allah Most High, that He is angry with him.”

Tiga Line Oh Tiga Line ///

2011-09-06T18:39:00.000+08:00

"Dia bouncer pusat hiburan di kawasan Bandar Melaka."

Siapa dia?

Budak Tiga line.

"Saya dapat maklumat sekumpulan lelaki masuk ke rumah urut, lepas itu blah macam itu sahaja, tak bayar"

Siapa dia?

Budak Tiga line.

"Dia datang mengamuk di pejabat wakil TV3 di Johor Bahru, tendang kereta sampai kemek dan konon mendakwa girlfriend nya diculik"

Siapa dia?

Budak Tiga line.

"Dia ambil kereta saya sebab tak berbayar 3 bulan tetapi bukan hantar ke stor, dia pergi jual kepada orang lain, jadi kereta piang"

Siapa dia?

Budak Tiga line.

Ni apa orang selalu cerita la kan.

Saya dimaklumkan Pertubuhan Kebajikan Dakwah Islamiah Malaysia, Pekida BUKAN Tiga line. Bezanya, Pekida pertubuhan bukan kerajaan berdaftar manakala Tiga line tidak.

Pekida dikenali dengan cogan kata 'Amal makruf nahi mungkar'.

Jadi Tiga line itu apa?

Bagi saya lah kan, tak perlu lah nak belagak gangster dengan join tiga line ni. Kalau kata budak budak sekolah join tiga line tu maybe sebab dorg tak matang lagi. Tapi ni korg dah 20 something laa. Matang la sikit. Bila orang buat silap mula la nak carik gaduh

"Apa masalah lu buat pailang kat tempat gua?"

"Lu pikir lu dah besar ka?"

"Sekarang lu nak settle mcm mana?"

"Okay, esok kita jumpa dekat luar lu bawak lu punya gang, gua bawak gua punya gang!"

Come on la kawan, kita ni dah besar, dah dewasa. Sepatutnya dah matang, apa ceritanya ni nak bawak gang hape tah. Siap ada yang kurang ajar sgt sampai cakap "Kalau lu tak datang esok, gua gegar rumah lu, tak kira la dalam ada bapak lu ka, mak lu ka, abang lu ka. Kalau lu tak keluar semua gua kasi gegar!" Lame sangat la kawan. Nak settle problem settle cara baik tak boleh ke?

Dialog kat atas ni semua dialog sebenar dari sorg member Tiga Line yang penah nak cari gaduh. Tak layan la kawan benda benda mcm ni.

MALACCA: A picture of a sword popped up on his Facebookpage, flashing the message:
“If you want protection, just click this icon.”
Intrigued, Amirul, a Form Four student from Alor Gajah here, clicked on it.
“A message came out, asking me to join a gang known asTiga Line'.
One of my Facebook friends wanted me to join the gang,” he said in recounting the incident.
Amirul, who declined to give his full name, said a photograph was attached with the posting showing a group of teenagers smiling for the camera, holding sharp objects and crash helmets in a somewhat intimidating manner.
“In the posting, the Facebook friend provided me with details on how to become a member. I would be privy to the activities organised by the gang, including illegal motorcycle races if I were to join them.” Amirul said the gang claimed to be widespread throughout the country.
If he agreed to register online as a member, he would be “protected” by triad leaders in every state, Amirul said.
All that was required was a RM13 fee to be banked into an account that would be revealed to him if he signed up. However, Amirul told his 51-year-old father about it.
In an interview, his father said he subsequently found out from his neighbours' children that the gang would converge for meetings at secluded places like oil palm estates.
“I was told that the gang would organise illegal races apart from gang fights with other triads,” he said.
Another Fourth Former, who wanted to be known only as “Aru”, claimed he had been approached to sign up as a member of a triad named “36 or Satu Hati”.
Aru said that pictures of famous Tamil film heroes would be posted on the Facebook wall and recipients were required to click on them to gain access into the gang's website.
This would be followed by a long questionnaire, he added. Besides seeking members' commitment “to defend the gang at any circumstance”, they are also asked about previous gang fight experiences and willingness to be trained as street fighters.
“Once all the questions are answered, you would become their Facebook pal. There is a life membership fee of RM36. Payment is made through online banking.”
“I just couldn't believe it when I received such messages on my Facebook account,” he said.
Aru claimed that there were also pictures of senior gang members offering booze to entice students to join the gang. Apparently, most Facebook members of the gang were teenage schoolboys and a handful of girls as well, he added.
In another case, a Form Five girl from a prominent school here spoke of how she was offered the “privilege” to join a group that offered protection” late last year.
“Jiayi” she said she was then having problems with a 22-year-old guy after she called off their relationship in December. “He was not happy with my decision and kept begging me to stay. I refused to see him but he was persistent. He even waited outside my house every night, shouting my name,” she said in an interview. When his behaviour became unbearable, one of her classmates then suggested to Jiayi to get “special help”.
“It was then that I heard about a group name Hung Hing'. My friend told me that its master' was a guy from a local university who had a strong network,” she said. Jiayi noted that the group would recruit members through Facebook. “My classmate told me that the group master and his followers would offer me protection if I were to join the group. If I were to give them the name and photo of the person who disturbed me, they would teach him a lesson.”
Jiayi said that potential members merely need to make a request on their Facebook page and include the name of the person who invited or recommended them.
“In my case, I was told to use the name of my classmate's boyfriend, who was a group member,” she recalled. Jiayi, however, stressed that she did not join the group.

Asked how she resolved the problem with her ex-boyfriend, Jiayi said she enlisted her parents' help to settle it.

SOURCE

A Shot Blast On Raya

2011-08-30T14:43:00.000+08:00

I believe everyone is enjoying their own raya after going through a very tough, challenging Ramadhan. And here comes Syawal. It is necessary for us to celebrate the first day of Raya joyful, cheerful, with families and friends, visiting relatives, those who are staying far from us, or close either. Make it merry and merrier, with tempting foods, delicious cakes and kuih, colourful drinks and enjoy with laughter and great bond with our beloved family.

Without forgetting the Most Merciful, have it a shot, and a blast! May this Raya will be among the best you ever had.

Forgive me, for I have sinned. There's much mistakes I realized or either, so I'm so sorry for that. No hard feelings and don't keep them in heart :)

Accepting The Fate, Alhamdulillah

2011-08-26T00:01:00.001+08:00

Aish, at first I don't know what to feel and what to do. That day I checked on facebook. People started to talk about our 2nd semester result. Then I opened up our DNS 013 Conference group and saw some of my batchmates posted things bout their own result. I kept on scrolling down reading the posts and comments, then I saw one post of Dev Kamal saying that we can call ALAM's office to get our result. And that was freaking me out, like crazy! I straightway get the phone number he posted and called them. Then..

Sighh, it was disappointing, my result has dropped from my 1st semester. I got unnerved, upset after hung up the phone, speechless, and thought of what have I done.

Grrrrrr, maybe effort tak cukup, or banyak sangat main kot. Time final okay je jawab, but carry mark banyak yang low. Tapi tulah, I realized that our whole batch semua dropped our result. I don't want to blame the lecturers but yeah ada very few lecturers yang bila masuk class pun tak faham apa yang dia ajar, and they expect us to understand everything.

But like I said just now, I can't blame them. It's still my fault. Lack of efforts, and focus maybe. Anyway, I'm so thankful that I have no fail, every subject passed. Alhamdulillah. To me, of course tak penting pun nak score tinggi tinggi, as long as pass pun company dah accept. And on board the ship pun they don't really care about the marks, same goes to the Marine Department. Sometimes just to be fully satisfied with our effort through the semester, tu yang nak score.

Whatever it is, I accept everything what He gives. Maybe there's hikmah behind it. And I'm so thankful to my lecturers and friends who had taught me. Thanks guys!

Muhasabah.

2011-08-18T08:35:00.008+08:00

"Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah keadaan suatu kaum sebelum mereka mengubah keadaan diri mereka sendiri." (Ar-Ra'd 13:11)

Here we know that changes will never happen if not desired and intended by us. If we don't make any single step ahead, we will never change or improvise.

"Insya-Allah nanti bila sudah dapat hidayah saya pakailah tudung."

Ini just contoh jawapan yang 'cliche' bila orang tanya pasal tudung. Ada banyak lagi ayat-ayat yang sering diungkapkan kita demi untuk menepis semua soalan masyarakat tentang diri kita atau sikap kita. Padahal hidayah tak datang kepada kita, kita yang sepatutnya mencari hidayah Allah.

Ini lagi satu contoh. Kalau hati sendiri dah set kan yang kita memang taknak berubah, bagilah seribu tahun pun kehidupan.. korang rasa dapat ke nak berubah? Hmm memang tak la kan.

"Dah tua nanti aku berubah lah weh!"

So in order to change, each individual needs the desire to change, the resolution and constancy in heart.

Kenapa banyak manusia yang mahu berubah ke arah kebaikan stop kat tengah jalan?

Probably maybe sebab dorg ada desire untuk berubah tetapi hati dorg tak cukup kuat and tetap untuk berubah!

But anyway, nak seribu daya tak nak seribu dalih. Hati itu asbab dan punca. kalau dia kuat so kuatlah kita, kalau taak, kalahlah kita.

Berubah itu berkait dengan hati dan kalau hati tak kuat, nawaitu tak tetap and still ada rasa nak ikut sikap lama kita, so susahlah manusia nak tetapkan diri untuk berubah.

Hati pun berkait dengan anggota. Anggota itulah yang bakal meneguhkan hati. So bila tetiba ada rasa nak jadi mcm dulu balik, jagalah mata, kaki tak boleh la ikutkan hati, tangan jgn lah teragak-agak and buat balik yang dosa.

Kalau masa nak berubah tu terasa sangatlah susah, sebenarnya yang tu lebih baik daripada bergelumang dengan dosa dan maksiat yang macam before ni. Just ingat, ini baru dunia. Better cari something benefit untuk kita kat akhirat nanti. Afterlife yang memang kekal. Kitalah yang tentukan kehidupan kita kat sana nanti.

Lets reflect together :)

A Little Apple Juice Addict

2011-08-16T02:48:00.001+08:00

The coolest, cutest, smartest baby I've ever seen! Haha, perhaps the addiction of apple juice caused him to be this smart. And probably that's what I'm gonna do to my baby in the future! Gahaha, who knows it does really work. So instead of feeding him milk, maybe apple juice will be better choice.

No more Dumex, no more Dugro, no more Enfagrow. Apple juice and apple juice and apple juice. LOL!

Love Islam.

2011-08-13T06:41:00.000+08:00

Heart of a man will bow to nothing, neither the brain. But no less, that hardened heart could ever bow, change, deviate anything in his life only because of this one creature; so called as love.

“And among His signs is this that He created for you mates from among yourselves, that ye may dwell in tranquility with them, and He has put love and mercy between your (hearts); verily in that are signs for those who reflect." Chapter 30, Verse 21

A man can change himself when he loves someone, the way he speaks, the attitude, and the way of life. Believing in someone could improvise himself on being close to Him; with one term that he is guided along, properly by the other.

Back to basic, life is never can be changed by other influences. Believe in God; believe in what His messenger has taught us. Realize in ourselves, if we have deviated too much from the track of life, alter back our course to the straight path.

Talking about the straight path, Islam is the way of life. But nowadays, most of the people are complying Islam partially. They take certain rules that they think suit with them, but certain other that make them feel trapped, no freedom, they just forget it. They live in the name of Islam; a “patchy-patchy” Islam. There is nothing on Earth called patchy-patchy Islam. Islam is pure; and always be pure. There are only two things we should refer to; the Quran and the Sunnah.

“But when the prayer is ended, then disperse abroad in the land and seek of Allah's grace, and remember Allah much, that you may be successful.” The Congregation 62:10

There’s no such thing being a part-time Muslim. Once a Muslim, you’re a full-time Muslim.

The Holy Month, Ramadhan.

2011-08-13T03:58:00.001+08:00

Ramadan is a period of fasting, reflection, devotion, generosity and sacrifice observed by Muslims around the world. While major holidays of other faiths have largely become commercialized events, Ramadan retains its intense spiritual meaning. From Arabic word, Ramadhan means parched thirst and sun-baked ground, expressive of the hunger and thirst felt by those who spend the month in fasting.

Through fasting, a Muslim experiences hunger and thirst, and sympathizes with those in the world who have little to eat every day.

Through increased devotion, Muslims feel closer to their Creator, and recognize that everything we have in this life is a blessing from Him.

Through increased charity, Muslims develop feelings of generosity and good-will toward others. The Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) once said, "A man's wealth is never diminished by charity."

Through self-control, a Muslim practices good manners, good speech, and good habits.

Through changing routines, Muslims have a chance to establish more healthy lifestyle habits -- particularly with regards to diet and smoking.

Through family and community gatherings, Muslims strengthen the bonds of brotherhood and sisterhood, in their own communities and throughout the world.

Ramadan is a very special time for Muslims, but the feelings and lessons we experience should stay with us throughout the year. In the Qur'an, Muslims are commanded to fast so that they may "learn self-restraint" (Qur'an 2:183). This restraint and devotion is especially felt during Ramadan, but we all must strive to make the feelings and attitudes stay with us during our "normal" lives. That is the true goal and test of Ramadan.

May Allah accept our fasting, forgive our sins, and guide us all to the Straight Path. May Allah bless us all during Ramadan, and throughout the year, with His forgiveness, mercy, and peace, and bring us all closer to Him.

Oh it's me again.

2011-08-12T05:07:00.005+08:00

The rooms were very still while the pages were softly turned and the winter sunshine crept in to touch the bright heads and serious faces with words. All we really want is otherness, tossing from side to side, and greeting every toss with shouts of welcome, and of contempt for the previous toss.

Therefore, a warm Salaam I greet for an open door here :)

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Oh my, its such a very long time ever since the last i wrote here in this blog. Well life has never been easy. I've been so busy with so called 'studies' eventhough I wasn't really are. Haha. It kinda difficult for me to write posts, or generally to get into internet since i was staying the academy. We have to own a broadband or otherwise if we use the Resource Center's internet we won't be able to excess some websites, even facebook. Its lame right, but what to do. They have their own policy.

Well, lets start with what have I been doing before I start writing here. Hmm, in ALAM, we do nothing much other than study, but besides that there were a lot of unwanted things went to us. First issue, seniority blah blah blah, this is not a school anymore that we have to really really follow what the seniors say, but I admit, there must be some respect to be given, and to be earn too. Minor problems also can be major. Haduyai, maybe the way we think should be maturer ad smarter. Takkan la sebab three stripes appoulette yang junior kena pakai masa modelling pun jadi issue. Yeah of course its not easy to go through the 2nd year as a cadet on board as what the senior have gone through. But still, it was a small matter that we should have settle it easily. anyway, its passed already, and we, the whole batch pun have to accept the punishments we got only because of a number of our mates. Haha no problem, Unity kaaaan. Cikai gila, dari VI sampai ALAM pun kena ber-Unity ni. Its the basic of life puun.

Then, we had another big issue with ALAM. TQCA, or Test for Quality Check Assessment, sort of a competency test. There were 9 tasks with several sub-assessments that we had to complete. At first, the management told us it was like an experiment for the cadets, to check whether it really helpful or either. But then suddenly when the time comes to the 2nd last week before the dateline of the test, we had been informed that it is officially a compulsory test we have to complete, before we go sail. so with that 2 weeks time, full of tests, occupied with activities, and ALAM had a bullshit scheduled marching activities in the evening so we had a lack of time to complete those stuffs. Again, they reminded, we have to complete them or else we couldn't go on board for our practical year. Sighh, at the end of the day, we didn't manage to complete them with honesty, but with not-so-clever solution, we forged the lecturers signatures. HAHAHA, so proudly we then submit the completed test form. Ingat lepas la bila dah tiru sign lecturer. Slightly one week before our final exams, somewhere in our study week they informed us those names who got caught for forging the signatures by the lecturer's verification. So that the unlucky have brought us into another trouble, we have to face the punishments - bloody physical training, then RM400 fine, then redo the assessment from the beginning. Takpe lagi dah kena semua tu, dorg cakap we gonna be in tribunal for dismissal. Lagi cool. Haha nasib baik company kitorg tak jadi nak dismiss kitorg.

After those things happened, final exams were also done. I don't know what to expect from it, but hopefully I can get above 3.5, Insyaallah. Dah la every night pun stayed up at least until 4am. and ada yang tak tidur langsung pun. Itu pun nasib baik ada member mcm Raaj, Prasanth, Zarul, yang rajin menemankan menelaah buku buku tu. And paling tak boleh lupa, one of my friends, Tiruvarasu, yang last minute baru nak study everything from zero until the last chapter in one night. Possible ke? Tapi nak buat cm mana, have to jugak lah kan. Ajar je laa selagi mata larat. Haha but it was fun back then.

Talking but the present, I'm now doing nothing at home, just membesarkan perut yang dah penat buat shape sekarang dah hilang, hehe. Ye laa, nak buat apa lagi kalau tade buat pape kat rumah. Tunggu kapal for practical, but then sign on after raya. Okay la, at first mula thought of signing on before raya because if go early can complete the seatime earlier. But then when family want to celebrate raya in Kuching, I want too. So request la from the MISC to sign on ship after raya. Whatever it is, everything that happens always have Hikmah behind it. So I accept whatever things came to me, and yeah life goes on.

Whoever accidentally get pissed off with my post, especially seniors, I'm sorry. I'm justing telling what have happened. Haha. Okay thats all for this time.

Don't waste the time we have, because we might not get the chance for the another Ramadhan. Happy Ramadhan peeps :)

Have great days ahead !

I'm totally out here

2010-03-16T12:04:00.002+08:00

If you hate my blog. Don't read it. If you get mad with my blog. Just leave it. This is a shoutbox. I may hurt the aliens in the neighbouring planets, maybe the president of South Africa, maybe the queen of The Great Britain, and maybe also you. Just leave everything behind. My words could be a blade. A blade which never stop rotating its sharp edge. You might get slashed or scratched. Sorry for my harsh and rude. I might shall stop now. Thank you.

Owl City !

2010-03-03T03:54:00.002+08:00

That day when I was in the car, on my way to somewhere somewhere on earth. I turned the radio on, and seek for a better music tunes. I stopped at 92.9 Hitz.fm, and a song I've never heard slowly flowed out from the speaker and mixed up with the air. And yeah, I liked it ! Owl City he called as, Fireflies the song title was. I browsed it in youtube, and they are awesome. Here I show you the video. He's good in playing keyboard.

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

'Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude
But I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance

A foxtrot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell

But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

There some other songs of his like Vanilla Twilight, Panda Bear, Hot Air Balloon, On the Wing, etc.

Day by day

2010-02-27T10:48:00.000+08:00

Ooouu, I'm waiting full of patience, day by day. I'm shivering, a lot!

*To be continued*

A month left - best of luck a wish for you, and myself

2010-02-18T02:23:00.015+08:00

Well friends, the time is getting sooner. The moment we are waiting for about 3 months is about to reach. It is only about less than a month for the world to get into March of 2010. It seems that we're getting too near and too close to the SPM results day. As the time passing by too fast, the rhyme also need to go fast too. Nothing much to say bout it, but I'm just wishing you guys the best. I hope the above result will be yours, and mine too, Insyaallah. Just pray to Almighty God that everything will be alright. All struggles, efforts, unwell sleeps, brain-cracks, big-red eyes we had for the past few months, the result will be released on a date that will be confirmed soon. Only a few days to be counted. Make yourselves prepared!

Kawan-kawan, aku doakan korg suma dapat yang terbaik. "You'll get what you give." So, apa yang korg buat, tu la yang korg dapat. And aku tahu korg dah buat yang terbaik. Aku cuma harap batch kita boleh jadi batch yang paling gempak kat VI. Just aku harap, korg tolong la doakan untuk aku sekali. Nervous baaai. Anyway, maafkan aku kalau aku ada buat apa-apa salah kat korg. Kat cikgu suma jangan cakap laa. Haha

So to all teachers, starting from Cikgu Nik Rahayu, Cikgu Ruziana Kormin, Cikgu Rafidah Ramli, Cikgu Elly Zarina, Cikgu Zarina, Cikgu Haffiz, Cikgu Idayusma, Ustazah Shahariyah, Cikgu Ros'haida, Cikgu Adila, and all other teachers, not forgetting Cikgu Izzah, Ustaz Azim, Ustaz Syed, Cikgu Norhayati, please forgive me for all my wrong deeds and trouble-some being your student. Hehe. And please do pray for my success. I will never forget all your loves and sacrifices for us. I love you teachers.

Good Luck to me, and relatives,

Kautsar Ali (He's Intelligent)

Liyana Husain (She's Smart)

Fadilah Sjam'un (She's Indescribable)

Hilmi Karim (He's Above Par)

Ayu

Adek Nadia

and people considered as close friends,

Amiruddin Tajudin

Ziman Al Husaini

Nafek August

Amir Rifaat

Aizad Hassan

Zamir Mustapa

Zafri Zamri

U Class (Bo, aku nak beat kau)

Safwan Jamaluddin

Fikri Zulkifli

Hadhri Mohd Noor

Nadiah Anuwi

Nysa Rafiq

Hinnah Hamzah

Farihan Alsagoff

Haziq Roslan

Hazwan Syazwan

Rahmat Rosle

Sarah Iman

Amir Fuhairah

and all Hostellites

Victorians, see you on the result day! :)

Do not insult Islam

2010-02-10T02:34:00.006+08:00

Mind speaking by RPK, Raja Petra Kamarudin, the Prince of Selangor
Where has the respect lost? Why are the Muslims can be the enemy of their own Islam? The Muslims in the pub were detained and it wasn't wrong. But how about this.. [ mins 3:02] "One of the RELA officers came up to the truck, and pulled away the scarf, and started to take photographs of her naked." They then took her to the police station. They said, "Lets make a deal. If you grant our sexual favors, we will release you and let you go home." Then the girl (the pub worker) refused. They (RELA officers) answered, "Okay, then we have to detain you."And they made her to do sorts of sexual poses, and took her photographs.
They detained all this Muslims, in the name of Islam. Because they are the Muslims and working in a place which sells liquor which is wrong according Islam. So in the name of Islam, they are detained. But when they get the girls into naked and took their photographs and to grant their sexual favors to be released, is this Islamic?
I'm not trying to blame or something like provoke Islam, but the fact is, the enemy of Islam are not only the Jews, or the Kafir, but also the Muslims itself. These kind of Muslims are the big enemy of Islam. I am a Muslim. Just think how would the non-Muslims perceptions be towards Islam?
Please, do not insult Islam !

A day's prayers

2010-02-08T01:56:00.006+08:00

Just a refreshing moment for the Muslims and myself.

"The five sets prayers may be compared to a stream of fresh water, flowing in front of your house, into which you plunge five times each day. Do you think that would leave any dirt on your body?' When they replied: 'None at all!' Mohammed (Peace be upon him) said: 'Indeed the five prayers remove sins, just as water removes dirt."

(Bukhari, Muslim)

Hitler Jews and Genocides.

2010-01-27T03:55:00.009+08:00

"In his madness, Hitler was convinced that the 'Jewish poison' had done the same thing to his beloved Germany in 1918 what the 'cancer poison' had done to his beloved mother in 1907,"

- Dr Joachim Riecker

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How World War One Led to the Holocaust' examines the speeches both public and private of Hitler to try to solve the riddle of how a dictator could morph into the industrial-scale murderer of an entire people. The core of his hatred lays at the defeat of Germany in World War 1, where Hitler blamed the Jews for defeat of the country, the collapse of the monarchy and the ruination of millions. Hitler began hating the Jews because a Jewish doctor called Eduard Bloch unsuccessfully treated his mother, Klara.

We are talking about inhumanity, genocides, racial extermination, bloody war, which kill most innocent children, old men, and women. These are all the reason why we should against the Nazi which lead by Adolf Hitler. Genocide is the deliberate and systematic destruction, in whole or in part, of an ethnic, racial, religious, or national group. Indescribably, I found out that he is totally maniac. Eliminating the tribes is not a good action to show ones’ power. We are all been created the same by God. Each creature, each species, with various types and colours, they are all have their own justice to live on earth. Such an inhumanity act by Hitler, it was very unacceptable by people, by the public, by the harmonious-living visionary multi-racial societies. For whatever reason has he given out to explain his cruel attacks, he is still unforgiveable.

"Hitler saw the state 'poisoned' from within. Hitler lived in Munich, where Jews played a leading role in the revolution against the monarchy on Nov. 9th 1918. So suddenly the delusion came to his mind, that the Jews where the reason for the 'inner poisoning' of Germany and that they had stolen the victory from Germany,"

And since this delusion revived the traumatic experience of the death of his mother, he developed the fanatic will to annihilate the "Jewish poison" – and thought that killing the Jews was the way to lead Germany to world domination.

A lot of people really hate Hitler, and for good reason. But once in a while someone tries to salvage some good from his ideology, and it ends up horrifically. Like Marge Schott saying he was "good at the beginning" but "went too far”. Hitler's all-consuming hatred for Jews and other 'undesirables' caused irrational decision making. He diverted much needed military personnel and resources away from the fight against the Russians on the East and the Americans & British on the West, in order to carry out the "final solution to the Jewish question." Significant amounts of military personnel were used to carry out the holocaust instead of fight the war against the allies.

He became increasingly paranoid and thus would not allow key decision making at the field level. The best example of this and the one that proved most disasterous for Germany was when much needed German reinforcements, artillery and tanks were needed to strengthen the German defenses during the allied invasion of Normandy. No significant troop or equipment movements were allowed without Hitler's approval. German military command lost significant precious time reacting to the invasion becuase of Hitler's over-controling authority.

As to live up their ideology, this Germany Politician, Adolf Hitler, has formed a school studies assessment which taught the nationalism among students, beginning from pre-school level – to hate the Jews, to implant the anti-Jewish demeanour, that the youngsters will later grow up with full of hatred feelings toward the Jews. This was to ensure that the citizens will not betray him so that his position as the greatest German politician will remain the end of the day.

A thing to be saluted, and respected always – he was a great emperor, that he was successfully strengthened his power, and the ability of widen his empire of colonisation. As we pronounce the word ‘Nazi’, the Germany will definitely cross in our mind. And that was one of the glorious victories of the leader of the National Socialist German Workers Party, Adolf Hitler. Strong, not thousands, but millions of soldier he had for his Germany, and he used to make the people to obey him all the time as he was being the great politician those days. Hitler is very well-known with his famous Hitler Salute, Heil Hitler. For the Hitler salute, it was customary for people, who belong to the same social group to raise the right arm at an angle so that the palm becomes visible. If one saw an acquaintance at a distance, it sufficed to simply raise the right hand. If one encountered a superior, then the right hand was to be fully stretched out, raised to eye-level and at the same time say “Sieg Heil”. If physical disability prevented the use of the raising of the right arm, then it was correct to carry out the Greeting with the left arm.

It has been a long long time.

2010-01-26T04:10:00.000+08:00

Since after high school graduation, we have started to make our own way. Some went to college already. Some working part time jobs. Me, I'm working too. Boring days, keep coming over and over. Same routine everyday make me sick. I'm away to the other world.

Well now, I've started to miss my friends, no matter old or new. Now I realized, the happy moments before couldn't last forever. Life is getting changed. People have to be apart. Maybe in sometimes, we could sit together and enjoy every single period of time as before. And that we should appreciate the moments given, the chances to be spent with friends, and most loved ones.

Life must go on. Look forward, not backward. Never turn back when you took a step ahead. No one will help you to push from your back but they will only make you still at behind, to put you on their shoulder but they will only make you be at the most below, totally down, to raise you up but they will only make you fall, to make you, your best on your way to the future but they will never lead you to the right path. They will just make you left behind. Only true friends and your beloved family will stay and give you damn non-stop supports. Never let yourself down.

Friends, I'm sorry for everything. Yeah, maybe its true. The psychometric explains that sometimes crossed in my mind, I am worthless. And now yes, it is. I hate this feeling. I may not be a good friend. But I'm not a backstabber.

Last but not least, thanks for being friends of mine. As time goes by, the rhyme goes by too. But the memories won't vanish and yet will be last forever, and ever. Thanks a lot.

Raya Moments

2009-09-24T03:44:00.107+08:00

Tahun ni ada banyak-banyak gambar raya. And here, i only upload a few of them because too many photos I have. I choose only some laa. Tengok la satu-satu.

Ni gambar masa pagi raya.

This is buddy.

Ayah cakap, " I sweat when I'm enjoy". Pastu bantai la makan banyak-banyak, berpinggan-pinggan.

Nasib baik tak upload gambar mama tengah makan, kang muka pun jd macam ayah. haha

Ni cousin kitorg, Farah.

Ni Farid dengan Adek.

Itu semua gamba 1st day. Bawah ni baru masa 2nd day.

Ni pose masa raya kedua. Masa tu nak pegi Tesco.

Ni lagi laa, pose org tgh boring masa kat Tesco.

Tesco Ampang.

Masa kat rumah nenek Normah. "Porahh." Haha

Nenek ROCK !

Sekarang kita tengok masa 3rd day pulak..

Raya ketiga main Guitar Hero. Ayah paling hyper. Farid pun kalah. haha

Focus, focus.

Mama dengan ayah.. makan nasi briyani..

Nenek ni lagi ROCK !

Farid and Fakhri

That's all for our raya. Lepas ni takde raya dah, SPM pulak. Haishh

Selamat Hari Raya !

Thank you.

Trial done !

2009-09-17T02:33:00.000+08:00

HAHHAA ! Finally, we have finished our trial, and it was fantastic. Semua paper okay je. Harap-harap dapat la score. Tak sabar kot nak dapat result.

Tapi time exam ni macam-macam benda jadi. Masa exam ada orang boleh tido without answering all the questions, I mean done incompletely. Ada pulak KANTOI bawak toyol masa exam. Tak boleh bla doh. Nak bawak notes tapi kantoi, haha. Ada pulak yang bajet trial tak penting, so tak payah datang sekolah. Ada jugak yang bajet tak tau nk buat apa bila takde paper, so they went to CC nk spend free hours before paper Add Maths Paper 1. Lepas tu kena sebat, memang best. Ada some others pulak boleh pegi discuss answer masa exam. Bagi kitorg itu semua biasa je, gahaha. Isaac, Ian dengan Mooi pun discuss and because I was sitting between them, I got the answers too. Tak salah kan?

Hoooaaaaah, lepas habis trial terus raya. Sumpah seronok doh. Tapi still, the real SPM belum lagi. Cuti raya pun seminggu je. Lepas tu start belajar cam biasa balik. Masa tu, confirm tak ramai yang datang sekolah. Prefects lagi laa, susah nak nampak diorang masuk kelas except Sim Yang. Lain semua lepak kat dalam bilik, main ping pong lah, main card lah. Bila masa BIO dengan BM je semua masuk kelas. Takut dengan "Mama Rozi" dengan Cegu N Rahayu. Tapi takpe, they are all brilliant. Semua exam pun score.

Btw, I'm taking this opportunity to ask for forgiveness in honour of celebrating Eid Mubarak. This is the time for people forgiving each other and live as a harmonious and united Malaysians. And here, I would like to wish a Happy Eid Muabarak to all Muslims and May the day onwards would be better than before. Amen.

Again, Good Luck for Me and those who gonna sit for SPM !

TRIAL !

2009-09-13T07:51:00.000+08:00

Blabbing, crapping, sighing, crying, screaming, yelling, laughing, ..what else? - All are happened through out life.
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The same thing goes on our trial too. Haha, funny. The HALL, it was just a trial. What is so freak? The PAPER, it was just a few printed pages. What is so hard? We are not gonna have this moment again in the future. So, enjoy it! It is only an examination. It is a writing test - just write the answers, and go on.

Haihh, bila la nak habis. Abg ef cakap, "Seksa Abg ef dah habis, sekarang baby pulak". Lepas tu Buddy pulak gelakkan orang nk SPM, " HAHA, budak sekolah. Kena buat SPM ! HAHAHAHA". Heh, sabar je la. Abam dengan Adek pulak dah habis UPSR, boleh main PSP and PS2 puas-puas. *Jealous*. Tunggu la nanti December 9th. Bila orang dah habis paper chemistry masa tu, fuhh rasa macam happy gila kot.

Only two months to go. I wish to get straight A's if god will. I must be well-prepared. November 18th, a war will begin, between me and the papers. I couldn't believe, I am in form FIVE now. And later, the journey will continue on my own path, my own way. Life is about what we have to do for our future, achieving our dreams.

Orang semua sekarang sibuk baca semua buku. Even Maths pun ada orang kena baca buku. Apa susah, rebus je la semua buku-buku tu. Lepas tu minum air rebus tu. Kan senang. Haha. Kalau nak yang sedap sikit, masak la buku tu dengan sambal ke, atau masak lemak cili padi ke. Baru ada 'umm'. Time macam ni kan, kalau Doraemon ada kan bagus. Boleh pinjam roti yang boleh tekap semua tulisan dalam buku, lepas tu makan terus hafal. Ataupun, guna pensel yang boleh jawabkan exam tu, pensel apa ntah. Best oh !

But everything can only be done with our own effort, our own practice, our own revision. Good Luck to me, and relatives - Kautsar (He's Intelligent), Liyana Hussain (She's Smart), Fadilah (She's Indescribable), Hilmi (He's Above Par), Ayu, Adek Nadia, and people considered as close friends - Amiruddin, Nafek, Najmi, Aizad, U Class (Bo, aku nak beat kau), and Hostellites.

GOOD LUCK !

Uhh, STRUGGLE !

2009-08-26T00:58:00.000+08:00

Sorry for having an outdated blog. It seems too busy lately, being the one who gonna sits for a big examination on the end of the year. Sometimes, it turns boring if we keep on studying-revising subjects and so on, all the time. And I'm sure the same thing happen to the others too. Btw people, please pray for my success and, and I'm taking this opportunity to ask for an apology from you guys, if I did anything wrong.

Good Luck everyone !

Earth Day

2009-03-22T19:39:00.000+08:00

It's the EARTH DAY.
So come on everybody, let's the Earth rest for
only one hour.
Together we switch off the light at the whole world!

March 28th, 2009
8.30 - 9.30 pm (Malaysia)

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2009-03-22T03:07:00.000+08:00

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Damn Bored!

2009-03-20T03:35:00.001+08:00

SPM this year!
I have to study the best.
Struggle the rest.
Playing the less.
And aiming, CHEMICAL ENGINEERING.
Hope so, Insyaallah.

MSSKL

2009-02-28T11:37:00.000+08:00

Yeah, we have finished the msskl rugby championship tiredly. We played against six schools, won over four schools, but lost with the other two schools. Our first game was at the RMC field, against the SMK Sg Besi, and we won over them as our score was 56-0, if I'm not mistaken. Our second game was at our school field, against the Teknik KL, and again we won over them at 24-5. That was our first grouping games. Our second grouping was VI, ASiS, and RMC. We won over ASiS at 36-5 but sadly lost with RMC at 12-15. We got a try lastly, but the referee told that we did a fault. So that try was considered as a fault. At semi-final we met the SMSS. Again, we lost with them at 0-15. And our last game would be the third and fourth placing, definitely against St. John. We won that game at a very tight score, 5-0, winning by an extra time given after getting 0-0 at the full time. We were expecting to be the champion, but we only got the third placing. The Champion was absolutely taken by SMSS, RMC was the 1st-runner up, and VI was the 2nd-runner up.

hide and seek in the landslide

2008-12-12T01:17:00.000+08:00

It was such a noisy nightmare, when my sleep get disturbed by the disaster sounds, plus with the helicopters flying around our residential area. It was about 2.30 or 3.00 in the early morning, when my mother heard some sounds come from the outside. But we just took it easy. Suddenly when my grandma woke me up at 3 am or 4 am maybe, I found that our house was black out of electricity. There were no electricity supply at our area. I was getting mad of it, then I managed to continue sleeping that time. No longer, I woke up myself at 5.00 because the fan were not working, and I just felt like uhhh~ what a bad sleep. During that hours, we still didn't get it, what was happen outside there until we went out for a morning walk at 7 am. I saw a very badly damage houses caused by the landslide that happened freshly a few hours before. I saw a croud of people was standing beside the landslide holding camera for each person, capturing some photos and some of them were recording videos of the disaster. Well~ it was Saturday, December 6 when the massive lanslide occured. A total of 93 victims have been rescued, and the other 5 were found died. The operation of rescuing peoples were made and those who have been evacuated were sent to Sekolah Kebangsaan Ulu Klang. The landslide cut off access by the main road to the residential areas at Bukit Antarabangsa, trapping hundreds of residents. The affected area were 14 houses in Jalan Bukit Mewah and Jalan Mewah Utama and some of abandoned houses located at Jalan Wangsa (located on the hill that slides).

Luckily our house wasn't affected by the landslide but the only thing we can not travel out of our residential area by car.

Catch me if you can

2008-12-10T13:30:00.001+08:00

Catch Me if You Can is a 2002 black comedy film loosely based on Frank Abagnale Jr.'s autobiography. Steven Spielberg was the one who directed the film, which stars Leonardo DiCaprio as Abagnale, as well as Tom Hanks, Christopher Walken,Amy Adams,Martin Sheen and Nathalie Baye. Catch Me If You Can tells the story of Frank Abagnale Jr. who, before his 19th birthday, successfully conned millions of dollar's worth of checks as aPan American World's Airway pilot, Georgia doctor and Louisiana Prosecutor.

Frank Abagnale Jr. worked as a doctor, a lawyer and also a co-pilot for a major airline. A master of deception, he was also a brilliant forger, whose skill gave him his first real claim to fame; At the age of 17, Abagnale Jr. became the most succesful bank robber in the history of the United States. Fbi Agent Carl Hanratty (Tom Hanks) had made it his prime mission to capture Frank and bring him to justice, but Frank is always one step ahead of him, baiting him to continue the chase till the end.

exploring the petrosains

2008-11-02T14:04:00.001+08:00

I've forgotten what was the date, the day I've been to the Petrosains with my friends. It wasn't that interesting but we just turned like a kid that day. haha. keep on walking around, touch and play those things that we see. Even the slides also we played and we act like a primary students or a kindergarten kids. Well, we captured some photos there as we were overjoyed ourselves, laughing together, and enjoyed everything together.

Gahahaha, hoping to be always cheer and ecstatic at every particles and every molecules of life.

a single dot left

2008-10-27T09:50:00.001+08:00

hmm, just edited one of the old old photo. it was taken on last year before we sit for the PMR examination. i've forgotten who was the photographer, but i like it.

keep on interpreting the old memories.

yeah! exams are over

2008-10-25T00:21:00.001+08:00

what a happy and enjoying moment when the school starts to get into the school breaks after gettin through the damn hard examination. it was the final exam for the form 4's student. started from the date of 14th october till the 24th october. the first paper was english. it wasn't that hard after i read the literature the night before the exam. im hoping the best for that subject. then the next day is malay language paper. waiii, it wasn't that easy when i suddenly threw the answer sheets into the green dustbin at behind of my class. it was so stressful doing an essay without the perfect ideas of writing a story. sighh, but im still hoping the best for that subject. the next day was the modern maths paper. yeah! i like it but still nt answering all questions given. i've just forgotten about the extend calculations for tangent, sine and cosine. hmm, aiming to get a2 or at least b3. what about the fridays paper, it was history and also islamic education paper. i was satisfied of it. but there are still more paper for that subjects.

the students have a weekend break and that weekend i had a rugby match on bintang rugby club. hey, that was my first time playing with that team. they were big big size body. and besides, they are not malaysians. they are the people from the overseas-white man. but then i realized one of them are malaysian. only one of them. he was the biggest size player that day, playing as a prop positioned.

when the game ended with a bad result for us about 0-27, i think so, we went back home and have a long period of sleeping time. on the monday, the examination still continues with biology paper. for me the questions level is okay. not too easy and not too hard. i think i can get a2, if god's will. the tuesday was the 'happiest' day of examination. it was the addmath paper. i was managed to spend about 1 hour of 2 and half hours given for answering the questions. hahah, you guys can guess how hard the paper was. again like before, there were three sections- section A, B and C. but the only section i've answered was only section A and a few at section B. i wasn't sad and gloomy because that day i've got the sergeant title for my cadet.

hmm, the next day was the physic paper and im aiming to get at least a2 for it. the physics teacher taught me the calculation an a few things that are useful for that paper on the night before the exam so, i've done it well. the second last day wasn't that tragic, i can still answer the chemistry paper about 90%. the others i left them blank without any answer. haha. what so funny. well, the last day was on the friday, october 24th. it was the history and islamic studies paper 1 and 2 respectively. while i was answering the islamic studies paper, my addmath teacher came to me and asked me, "macam mana paper agama?" then i answer, "senang je..: the teacher then said, "kalau la awak jawab addmath macam ini kan bagus." then i can only answer her with a little laugh. the exams over with the history paper but i didn't feel like am doing an examination. the situation in the hall was so noisy. the students keep on talking and do some annoying sounds and some were discussing the answers. when the time was over, the students were all overjoyed thmeselves- yelling and shouting with friends and says, "MERDEKA!"

for this examination i really hope that i will get the best.