Aish, at first I don't know what to feel and what to do. That day I checked on facebook. People started to talk about our 2nd semester result. Then I opened up our DNS 013 Conference group and saw some of my batchmates posted things bout their own result. I kept on scrolling down reading the posts and comments, then I saw one post of Dev Kamal saying that we can call ALAM's office to get our result. And that was freaking me out, like crazy! I straightway get the phone number he posted and called them. Then..
Sighh, it was disappointing, my result has dropped from my 1st semester. I got unnerved, upset after hung up the phone, speechless, and thought of what have I done.
Grrrrrr, maybe effort tak cukup, or banyak sangat main kot. Time final okay je jawab, but carry mark banyak yang low. Tapi tulah, I realized that our whole batch semua dropped our result. I don't want to blame the lecturers but yeah ada very few lecturers yang bila masuk class pun tak faham apa yang dia ajar, and they expect us to understand everything.
But like I said just now, I can't blame them. It's still my fault. Lack of efforts, and focus maybe. Anyway, I'm so thankful that I have no fail, every subject passed. Alhamdulillah. To me, of course tak penting pun nak score tinggi tinggi, as long as pass pun company dah accept. And on board the ship pun they don't really care about the marks, same goes to the Marine Department. Sometimes just to be fully satisfied with our effort through the semester, tu yang nak score.
Whatever it is, I accept everything what He gives. Maybe there's hikmah behind it. And I'm so thankful to my lecturers and friends who had taught me. Thanks guys!
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